I thought to myself "I'm on an apostate website". Honeslty, despite the warning we get from the WTBS to stay away...the curiosity got the better of me although I felt very uneasy/guilty for vewing an apostate site.
Welcome, Kool Jo!
It helps to not think of Ex-Jws in such absolute terms. We are simply people who no longer believe that JWs possess "the truth". Once you discard the WTBS's stereotypes, and use of such inflammatory terms as 'apostate', the guilt and uneasiness will subside.